Melissa & Wade

Currently known as Braydon...

2012-01-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

One of Braydon's missions is to make goofy faces in all of his photos. He is such a little jokester and a quick wit. :) I love spending time and playing around with him. He is my pride and joy. :)

Recently, he said to me, "Mama (he always calls me mama, even when his friends tease him),

I think you definitely should have another baby."

"Oh yeah?" I asked, "How come?"

(Braydon) "Because they're awesome, and so you have someone to carry on the family name..."

Of course at this point I gave him a quizzical look and so he quickly replied,

"Well, the rest of us will probably all change our names!"

Haha. Very Funny.

I actually did laugh at that one.

Braydon is such a funny kid. He loves to joke and kid around.

Here are a few highlights about my sweet boy:

Has his own sense of style* Loves to read* Is currently reading the 39 CLUES books* Loves the color-lime green* Loves dancing and is taking hip hop and ballroom* Is a great student* Loves his iPod* Great with technology and computers* Is a good friend and chooses good friends* Likes to eat weird things- like scorpions, chocolate covered ants, frog legs, etc. (SOOO Gross! I think he may go on a mission one day to somewhere exotic so he can "use" this skill. LOL)* Very neat and Organized* Always does his homework and chores* Empties the dishwasher each day* Loves soft blankets and clothes* Great at styling his hair* Great at routines* Funny kid* Mostly wears contacts now* Is a deep sleeper* Kinda slow in the mornings* Very Curious and Nosy* A big tease* Loves his baby sister* Hazel eyes* Always reminds us to pray and read scriptures* whistles all the time* 12 years old* Is a charming, loving boy

I knew I wanted to spotlight my sweet son I love so much, before he becomes perhaps- Bo, Luke, or Jesse...

Love you kiddo.

(so so much!)

Can't contain her..

2012-01-24T23:53:00.000-07:00

Lots of fun times ahead for our little one and I'm so excited for her. Just look away if you see me crying. ;)

A Slightly Altered Nativity Story...

2012-01-15T21:30:00.000-07:00

This is one for the books. A- Must Jot Down Now- Story (because it is just so cute.) :)

I just love kids imaginations. I love that their worlds are an interwoven pattern of fantasy, reality, and possibility. I love Livvy's little thoughts, words, and expressions right now.

Oh, how I love her expressions!!!

Her eyes get so big when she is telling you something exciting and she can be so animated... or subtle (depending on her mood). She is so receptive. Little Miss Perception is what she is called around our house. She doesn't miss or forget a thing- i.e. anything she's heard in the far or recent past.

(Like how she explained to Wade today that before she was born she was just a twinkle in Mommy's eye.)

She remembers everything (almost). And if she gets something out of sorts, its okay, because her version is much, much cuter.

Such as:

As I was putting away our Nativity last week, and without making a sound, Livvy came into the living room and knelt in front of the piano bench. She looked at the picture on the Nativity box for several minutes, while I wrapped and packaged the pieces. She loved the Nativities this year and was always playing with them.

I let her since she was very careful and respectful with them.

When she looked up at me finally, it was with this darling bright eyed expression of tenderness and remembrance.

She spoke so sweet and pointing to Mary on the box said,

"OH- Mommy! I know!!! The fairy came and told her she was going to have a baby!"

She was so proud to have remembered that special part of the story.

So I want to remember it forever too.

I love her. :)

The Power of Words- LOVE This!! :)

2012-01-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

I just read an AMAZING blog post that I had to share! It is a fantastic example of the power of our words! I can't wait to share this with my children in the morning before school. I think its a really neat teaching tool and probably much better said than, "Please be nice to your sister!" I believe this is more than coincidence and hope you enjoy this enlightening as much as I did! ;)

click: Raising Lemons- Words and Water

(Make Sure You Watch The 3 min.. VIDEO Included On The Post...)

I'd also love to know what you thought of this. :)

Modesty for Christmas...

2011-12-30T17:27:00.000-07:00

A couple of months ago, Livvy ran to me from the other room and SOOO excitedly, said,

"MOMMY!!!! I just saw a commer-sal for a new Barbie, and...

SHE HAD CLOTHES ON!!!"

I asked, "She did?"

She replied, "Yes! I ca.a.nn believe it! I want one for Christmas, Mommy, I really do!" Then she went on to describe the clothing, which details I can not remember. Most likely because the wheels in my head were turning.

I then said chuckling, "Livvy, you do know that ALL Barbies come with clothes when you buy them, right?"

She looked at me puzzled and said,

"They do?"

I immediately start laughing so hard.

You see, whenever I find or wash random doll clothes, I don't actually find the doll they belong to. Like any good mother, I tuck them neatly in a well hidden plastic drawer inside the girl's closet.

But I honestly didn't realize that Livvy not only didn't know where they were, but that she entirely didn't even know they existed. She just happily plays with a bucket of naked Barbies. End of Story.

Well, that and now it makes sense why she dresses our kitty with baby clothes.

(Bless her heart, trying to fulfill some innate desire to clothe and care for her babies.)

So for Christmas, we made sure she got some well dressed dolls. I can't guarantee that they'll stay that way and that I'll make an effort to dress them in the future, some days its a chore just dressing myself.

Just kidding.

But now, little Livvy will know that some dolls do come with clothes and are not actually meant to be naked.

And I do promise to do a FHE lesson on modesty real soon.

I really love this kid...

2011-12-20T17:03:00.001-07:00

even if he always makes me cry. :)

Dear Glenda,

2011-12-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

Today marks a sad day for us. Its hard to believe its been a year since you left this earth. I think of you so often and can still hear your sweet southern voice and laugh. I love the connection I had with you and how you made the term step-mom a beautiful phrase. Fifteen years with you as that role just went by way too quickly! I love that you and my mother even loved each other and became dear friends. Its a rarity to find such a genuine person as you, and you really blessed my life. I thank you for being the go-between when Daddy just didn't seem to understand me. Thanks for standing up for me. Daddy and I recently were laughing at how you and I always sided with each other over him (his fault, I guess:) . haha

One year later, I know this day is a still a blessing for you. I'm thankful that you are no longer suffering from the effects of cancer. I am glad that you are in a heavenly place where your faith and wants are met. Sometimes I picture your face, all lit up, like the time we took you to Temple Square, and you saw the Christus. You had the sweetest, most humble, love of the Savior. I know you are happy and I am so happy about that, but I really do miss you. Thanks for being a part of my life, for loving me and my children, and for being a great influence to me. I can't wait to speak to you again. I can't wait to hear of how your story has continued.

I know you are still with us and I just want you to know that we still love you so much.
Merry Christmas...
Love,
Melissa

Homemade Christmas Tree Flocking

2011-12-11T16:00:00.000-07:00

I just posted a tutorial on very cheap and fast fake snow for flocking my Christmas tree. It was fun and gave my tree a more dreamy texture. :)

on My MockingbirdCottage blog

thanks for looking!

A peaceful moment

2011-12-11T15:31:00.000-07:00

Sommer loves poetry (and writing it too), which is good since she is our busiest child sometimes with her many hours of dance, etc. I am glad she knows how to slow down and enjoy the little things. What a fun way to spend a fall evening. :)

Beauty Sleep

2011-12-11T15:28:00.001-07:00

Livvy fell asleep at the table while I was putting her hair in a bun.

( I think its relaxing to get my hair brushed too:)

I love her sweet features- big eyes and long lashes, cute nose, tiny lips and rosy cheeks.

I just had to post this sweet little face for remembrance. :)

Always an Adventure

2011-12-11T14:18:00.001-07:00

Oh how I love this little guy. We have been spending lots of time together. We are trying out home schooling right now. Chase is such a great learner and loves to study. He's a great student, but has had a difficult time in school when he feels bored. He did get moved to 2nd grade, and is excelling at all the assignments. He loves his friends and I hated to take him out of school, but he has had more anxiety in school this year than I've ever seen and I couldn't stand by and watch; doing nothing. :( This year has been hard for me as I want to do the best thing for him. I've prayed a lot to know what will be right. Who knows what next year will bring, but for now, we feel as a family that his best, happiest place is at home- learning at his own pace, and getting lots of love and encouragement from mama (and unlimited encyclopedia time) :) And actually, in a lot of ways, its home schooling more for me, since he's the one teaching me about everything.

I asked him what he hoped to get for Christmas. "Smithsonian Handbooks," he told me. When I asked on what topics, he told me anything. He would like any of them, that he would take any new books to read. I love how he just loves to learn about anything and everything he can. As a mother, I want him to have the best of everything, and every opportunity. I am learning that maybe what I traditionally want for my children is not what is always what is right for them as individuals, especially for Chase. He is his own little person- amazingly different than anyone I know. :)

He has so many plans, this kid. I only hope we can help him accomplish them.

Priesthood Session Oct 2011

2011-12-11T13:43:00.001-07:00

This October, Braydon got to go to the General Priesthood Session with Dad and Grandpa. What a special day and opportunity.. :)

I always try to take a picture of the men walking over to the priesthood session. I love seeing the whole army of men walking in. There's just something so powerful about it to me, and even more when I can watch my husband, son, and father in law honoring their priesthood. :)

Sometimes Even Mean Moms Need an Upgrade...

2011-11-16T12:03:00.009-07:00

Yesterday, Chase was mad at me. Pretty much ALL.DAY.LONG!

I took it in stride and even laughed about it (but not in front of him).

He was so mad at me that I was NEVER EVER going to take him to the Smithsonian Museum.

That's right. NEVER!!!

At one point I tried reasoning with him that I would LOVE to take him one day to the Smithsonian, but that it would just require some planning and saving. However, it is possible, I'd tell him. I was trying to get him to be positive; to no avail.

He asked me, "Well, Have YOU EVER been there?"

"No, I haven't visited the Smithsonian before, but would love to!" I replied.

He grumpily retorted," See! The fact that you've never been just shows me you'll never take me either!"

I tried explaining it was a priority to me, but I wasn't convincing anyone, in his opinion.

What a mean mom I am!

For the rest of the day, I just gave him some space and hoped that by today my budding little scientist would be happy with me again.

Chase's Famous Furrowed Brows

Later, Wade was putting Chase to bed and I was in the kitchen when Chase ran to me with the biggest grin and said,

"Mommy? DO YOU WANT A HUG THAT GROWS?"

My eyes teared up and I melted. I had forgotten all about "Hugs that Grow." Chase used to give us those all the time. These hugs-turned-squeezes were so sweet. I loved them, but I don't think I ever even wrote down anything about those sweet hugs. It has been perhaps 2 years since the

"hugs that grow" have dwindled away.

My swooning drawl spilled, "Aww...Chase, I remember Hugs That Grow!"

He so very sweetly said, "Do you want one? I've upgraded them!"

Of course I said Yes and he gave me the biggest squeeze. :)

We laughed a lot and I cried a little too. I guess I was forgiven. :)

It may be insignificant to some, but remember and receiving a "Hug That Grows" was such a blessing to me. What if I had forgotten about them entirely? What a precious memory to savor, and it could have been lost forever. And now to add an "UPGRADED" version? That was the cutest thing I've ever heard and the best gift ever...

As I got into bed and recounted my day, I didn't even have to ask myself if the Hand of God had touched my life. He was there in the form of two little hands and arms and one big squeeze.

Gratitude for the day: Regained memories and a little forgiveness

A safe place to fall

2011-11-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

Last night we were having Family Home Evening. I read some simple stories about strengthening families and then we played the bean bag toss game located in The Friend this month. The kids really got into it and loved sharing their love for each other. Livvy would pass it and would often say, "You're the best Daddy/ Mommy/ Brother/ Sister EVER!" :) What a sweetie. ;)

During that game, I was hit by a very strong impression. I recognized that I have allowed my stress to be all consuming lately. I've begged and prayed that I wouldn't be so stressed, but have continued to let it ebb and flow through me and my days-mostly flow. I've been trying really hard, but guess I didn't have the proper motivation. So last night, I had the strongest impression that gives me cause to release my stress. I had only been thinking of myself and how I needed lifting. I have allowed my children and sweet husband to support me, as I try to carry the burden of seeing to everyone's needs.

Of course, I always hate to have my family see me stressed. I want to be a good mom, wife, and example. But it hit me so strongly last night that if I continue to allow myself to be stressed all the time, my sweet kids who love me, are not going to have a safe haven with me. I realized that they will be fearful in bringing their troubles to me if I do not handle things well. I know they will not want to burden me if I am teetering on anxiety all the time. I don't think I'm always weak, but I definitely need to be stronger.

I want my kids and husband to know I am their advocate and that I want the very best for them. I need to let them see I am strong in times of trial and that I will not be broken. Its a little hard even writing this because I still have self doubt and feel I have a lot to work on. But I woke up happy this morning and with new determination to be happy and strong. I'm very thankful for the blessing of realizing this now, and not 10 years from now. I hope I can live up to it and be let my children know that I will stand behind them always to catch them if they fall. They deserve that much, at least. :)

(Me and Livvy watching the sunset from up the mountain one evening in August)

Thanksgiving, Opposition, and Prayer

2011-11-13T18:44:00.007-07:00

My life has kindof felt like a roller coaster lately, and I have bounced from moments of absolute happiness and surity, to overwhelming doubt and worry. I'm not trying to overreact because, Really, All is well and I know there are many people struggling with much worse trials, but I have felt plagued sometimes wondering if I've done all I can do to get through the hard times in life. I'm a worrier. I'm emotional. And I don't like too much stress. (Shocking, I know!)
I will share more details very soon, but first, I feel I need to act on a prompting. My mind keeps recalling the General Conference talk by Pres. Eyring. I know that I, too, am often touched by the hand of God but I need to be better at acknowledging these moments. I feel that at this time of Thanksgiving, and also some personal adversity, I need to recognize the guidance and blessings set before me.

Here are some excerpts from Pres. Eyring's talk and the link to the whole talk:

"I was supposed to record for my children to read, someday in the future, how I had seen the hand of God blessing our family. .

I wrote down a few lines every day for years. I never missed a day no matter how tired I was or how early I would have to start the next day. Before I would write, I would ponder this question:

“Have I seen the hand of God reaching out to touch us or our children or our family today?”

As I kept at it, something began to happen. As I would cast my mind over the day, I would see evidence of what God had done for one of us that I had not recognized in the busy moments of the day. As that happened, and it happened often, I realized that trying to remember had allowed God to show me what He had done.

More than gratitude began to grow in my heart. Testimony grew. I became ever more certain that our Heavenly Father hears and answers prayers. I felt more gratitude for the softening and refining that come because of the Atonement of the Savior Jesus Christ. And I grew more confident that the Holy Ghost can bring all things to our remembrance—even things we did not notice or pay attention to when they happened.

My point is to urge you to find ways to recognize and remember God’s kindness. "

So, I'm giving it a shot:

Yesterday, Livvy was playing with her cousin at my mom's house and apparently, they were fighting over toys. My mom told them they needed a time out to settle down.

My mom told me how Livvy said,
"OK, Kasha, Let's pray."
My mom asked, "Whatcha gonna pray for Livvy?"
Livvy, "That we can get along."
(She often melts my heart with the sweet things she says.)
Then she began this prayer, "Heavenly Father, Please bless the food..."

I laughed at this cute story and then later last night I thought how I am very much the same. Maybe my intentions are in the right place, but perhaps I am not always praying for the things that would help me most. This made me ponder on what things I have prayed for lately and how to improve on them to really meet the challenges I am facing. I'm still figuring it out.

I'm so thankful for children who teach me so much about myself. I also am certain that being a mother has taught me more about my Heavenly Father's love for me (and all of His children) than I ever anticipated. I know that these experiences definitely give me insight and wisdom. These kids are the hand of God in my life, although sometimes they act like they are from that other side. LOL
(Maybe that's just me.)

Other famous words to live by :)

Refinished

2011-09-26T00:30:00.000-06:00

Refinished Table project on my other blog! This was fun....and long over-due!

My New Sites

2011-09-23T10:30:00.002-06:00

Friends and sisters

Sadly, I think I have lost most of my friends to facebook. Lol
You won't find me there, but I do have two other sites, if you want to be my friend there. ;)

Since I do some work for 3 Bugs In A Rug, and I also am working on redecorating and reorganizing my little house, I started a craft blog to hopefully inspire me and give me a place separate from this blog to work and play.

I thought I would have posted more since the kids are back in school, but poor Chase has had a hard time in first grade. This was totally unexpected, since Chase typically LOVES school. The begging, tears, and anxiety have been all consuming. (Both of us).
Hopefully this next week will bring some resolution. He's such a sweet boy and I just want to see him happy every day. :) We're surviving!

So, please check out my project blog, follow me too if you will. :)
I think it will be good for me to invest in some creative time. Its cathartic for sure. Its still in construction phase. Most days I'm the tortoise, not the hare. :) But, there will be more posted very soon!

I also finally got a pinterest account. I have been a huge fan and follower for the last year. Since I am not on FB or Twitter, I could never sign up. However, I couldn't wait any longer! Pinterest is brilliant. I knew it when I first saw it! Maybe now I can discard all my binders with torn out magazine ideas.

Here are the links:

click on the box to go to new blog

www.Pinterest.com/Mcottage/

Happy Friday Y'all!

Just us...

2011-09-18T19:18:00.003-06:00

But, some pictures of ALL of us. :)

This was following Braydon's ordination to the priesthood yesterday. He's 12 and officially in the young men and Deacon's quorum- with the smile to prove it.
~~It was a beautiful ending to a hard and hectic week.~~
What a beautiful beginning to a new week! :)

The Long Awaited Day...

2011-09-08T11:10:00.007-06:00

Has Finally Come!

Livvy could hardly wait until she could dance. Last year she would cry every time we took Sommer to dance because she wanted to go to "her" class. She would even go into an empty classroom and sit and wait for her teacher. It was so sad that she had to wait all year, but I'm so excited that she can go to dance now and not have to wait anymore!!! She is thrilled!! It is so fun watching my

tiny dancer.

And it makes me laugh cause I keep thinking of this favorite Friends clip:

I Hope They Call Me On A Mission...

2011-09-04T17:15:00.003-06:00

Braydon gave his last talk (as a youth) in Primary (at church) today. He is heading to Young Men's in two weeks. He was asked to speak on missionary work. He gave a wonderful talk. He was well prepared and spoke like such a confident young man. I couldn't hold back the tears.

His.Last.Primary.Talk?

And it sounded like a mission farewell.

I guess I need lots of preparation for that day.

Some highlights from his talk:

He quoted President Monson,

“Young men, I admonish you to prepare for service as a missionary. Keep yourselves clean and pure and worthy to represent the Lord.”

He also shared this funny story. Elder Theodore Tuttle said,

"When the prophet of God declares that now is the time to lengthen our stride and to increase our missionary force, now is the time!"

Elder Tuttle talked with a young man about a mission. The young man said, “I don’t want to go.”

Elder Tuttle asked, “What has that got to do with it? We need you.”

(I hope Braydon will always remember this!)

He shared a story from Wade's mission and said how he was excited for the privelege to be the first person to serve a full-time mission in his mom's side of the family.

Indeed, what an honor! I wasn't the only person crying at his talk. Other ladies looked at me with tear-filled eyes (which only made me lose it more!)

I am so proud of Braydon. He is such a wonderful boy. He has such a strong spirit!

I told him when we got home how proud I am to be his mom. His words,

"It's the other way around. I am lucky to be your son."

I sooo love this boy!
I hope he will always have the desire to serve a full time mission when he turns 19.

It was a day to remember for sure. My heart is so full. I am so blessed. And I'm so grateful!

Braydon's Award

2011-09-04T17:01:00.003-06:00

Braydon was presented with this award in May. He received the President's Education Award for his A+ GPA, for testing high in reading and comprehension, and for receiving high scores on his math and science end of year tests.

It is signed by President Obama.

We are really proud of Braydon and for doing so great in school! :)

We are happy that he received such neat recognition!

Eyes So Pretty, They Needed to be Framed

2011-09-02T11:15:00.001-06:00

Sommer got her Daddy's eyes and they are beautiful, but (recently) not the best on vision.

(A small price to pay, if I do say so myself!)

Aint she cute?!?

Her frames have cute purple and blue stars on the side. The color is perfect for her - I think!

Oopsey-Daisy

2011-08-30T00:00:00.000-06:00

Today I'm Posting Over @ Oopsey Daisy Craft Blog!

See you there! :)

Grooming Tactics

2011-08-23T14:00:00.002-06:00

Oh! The things kids say!

The other night as we were getting the kids ready for bed, I called Chase into the bathroom to brush his teeth. He quickly scanned the toothbrush cup and said his toothbrush wasn't in there. I told him to go look in the bathtub toys (since many nights I have them brush their teeth during their baths). He just shrugged and said,
"Eh, I'll just use a random toothbrush." as he reached for one out of the cup.

I said, " WHAT?! A Random toothbrush?! Eww... Chase, please don't ever use someone else's toothbrush!"

It left me seriously wondering how long that's been going on!

Then the next day, I was talking to Livvy in preparation for school starting back. Not wanting her to be sad that she will be the only kid at home this year, I was trying to sound positive. I said,
"Livvy, you know that the kids all go back to school in a couple of days and we will have lots of time to spend together-just you and me!" :)

She gave me the cutest grin and squealed and said, "We can have make-overs!" :)

I laughed, not knowing how she even knew what a make-over is. Maybe it was inspiration.
I think I probably need one...

That and a new toothbrush!

Picturing the Future

2011-08-17T11:02:00.003-06:00

We went to the parade this weekend in our little town. It feels so great being part of such a wonderful little place to live, where my kids have great schools and friends, my husband serves on the fire department, and I am blessed with wonderful neighbors and friends. :) I took lots of pictures of all the fun we had that day-out in celebration of our community. Lots of cute pictures of my family.

Fortunately for me, Sommer took my camera at the parade and took some pictures too.

And I ended up in a couple.

Like This one.

I used to think that one day my kids will look through all the pictures and wonder why I was never there.

Of course, I was and am (just behind the lens).

Now, I wonder what Chase will think when he sees ones like this?

(Like why on earth did I torture him so...)

Maybe being the "photographer" is a better option... :)

LOL. But I still kinda like this picture... It makes me laugh :)

All Bets Are Off! Hands Down- the Best Lettuce Wraps Ever!

2011-08-02T22:10:00.005-06:00

These Lettuce Wraps are a soooo good!

This is my new favorite meal and I just have to share! Its filling, but light. And it has tons of flavor with very little fat! Its perfect for dinner or even a picnic. They are great when you have fresh garden produce that you need to use up. I love summer produce. These wraps just taste so fresh!

What you'll need:

2 cups of bagged Broccoli (or Cole) Slaw

1 large red bell pepper

green onions

1/2 cup cilantro

1 Roma tomato

1 carrot

1 lime

Half pound of Grilled Chicken

6 Tblsp. Mayo

1/2 Tblsp. soy sauce

Wash all your produce and let it drain well. You won't want your

wraps to get soggy later.

I previously grilled some chicken with lemon pepper and a little garlic. You can use any chicken, even canned chicken if you want to make this meal on an evening that you don't want to cook anything. But I definitely recommend the grilled chicken!

In a bowl, add two cups of broccoli slaw. (Don't worry- this won't taste anything like traditional Cole slaw.)

Finely chop red bell pepper, tomato, cilantro, green onions, and carrot into small pieces.

Add all veggies to a bowl. It's pretty. :)

Shred chicken and add to
your dish.

Add 1/2 Tblsp. soy sauce and
6 Tblsp. of Mayo for the dressing.

Then you add the juice of one lime.
Mmmm... this is where it gets really yummy! I love lime!

Now, you can stir and blend it all together.

Photos just don't do justice as to how delicious it is all put together.

Lastly, arrange on some lettuce leaves. I like Romain, but any would work. This recipe makes about a dozen wraps.

The cilantro, pepper and lime make these wraps so tangy and fresh. My kids love them too and I love how many veggies they are getting when they eat them. I think next time I'll try a little crumbled bacon in them, but even without, they are delish!

Seven

2011-08-01T13:50:00.004-06:00

There are moments in my life that stand out more than others. I'm sure it is that way for all of us... certain years that lessons were learned, knowledge was gained, and when prominent happiness infiltrated our days. When I was seven was one of those times in my life. When my kids ask me to tell stories from my childhood, so many are from when I was seven. Sometimes I wonder why that year was so significant. Maybe it is because that is the year I learned to play baseball for real with my brother and all the boys in the neighborhood, or how I hid a She-Ra doll behind a bush so I could keep it and play with it longer and consequently felt immense guilt for stealing something for the first (and only) time in my life. Or maybe how we started going to church, or because I loved my second grade teacher.

I don't know why that year seared more memories into my brain, but I do know it probably has something to do with that is when I felt like a big kid. Not one of the little ones anymore.

Seven was big stuff.

Chaser is now seven. Big stuff seven. My heart is full of gratitude that I get to raise him, and it is also breaking a little. I've always loved planning fun parties for my kids and I think I figured that one out. Maybe its to mask the pain of them turning another year older. Redundant, yes; I know I am. But I do get a little blue when I realize my kids are growing up... soooo fast! I am so thankful they are here and I wouldn't have it any other way, but I wish they'd slow down a little bit. Let me hold them and kiss them and play with them a little longer.

Thankfully Chase is still willing to let me love on him. Because I don't think I can resist kissing those cute cheeks.

I think he is becoming such a handsome young man.

On Friday, we did a little mini-photo session at the cherry orchard down the road. I think we got some cute photos- mostly candid because Chase hates to pose for photos. Livvy had to be right with Chase the whole time, just like every day. They are two peas in a pod these days. Really good buddies...best friends. :)

Happy 7th Birthday Chase! Your Mama Loves you!

I knew if I posed him like this, he'd stay for a while and I could get some shots. :)

This is when Chase was fishing for a piranha- Me. Hmmm...

wonder what that means.

Oh-Livvy, You're pretty cute too. :)

Global Chaserisms

2011-07-27T22:56:00.006-06:00

Our conversations with Chase are enlightening and still entertaining. He has so many ideas and plans for his life. He already invited his primary teachers to his "museum" he is building.

I laughed so hard when they told me that. He is always collecting "stuff" for his museum and has a long list of other finds that are going to be in it. He tells me I can come free any time I want. Lol.

Here are a handful of current Chaserisms that I wrote down. Love this kid. He's pretty special! :)

Me: Chase, go wash your face so I can take your picture. (Easter)

Chase: (Groan)... Can't you just edit it out?

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Chase: Mommy, you know what I think? I believe there are other planets in other galaxies that can support life.

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Chase: Come on Livvy, let's build our time machine.

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Mommy, "Is that submarine on TV an Alvin?

Me: What is an Alvin?

Chase: Didn't you know? Its a bathysphere submarine.

Me: Oh, umm...yeah. ;)

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Chase: Mommy, there's a yeti footprint in the yard. (ya know, nonchalantly)

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Chase: Mommy, can we go to the pool for my birthday?

Me: Sure, we can probably do that.

Chase: But its SOOOO hard!!!!!

Me: What is so hard?!

Chase: I mean, I do want to go to the pool for my birthday, but I also want to go to the Amazon River!!! Its too hard to decide!

Me: Ummm.... Chase, it is decided...it'll have to be the pool.

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One Sunday after church:

Chase: Daddy, can you drive me to Nigeria quick?

little paleontologist

He insisted on creating his own blog one night. It is super cute. I love how he spells things and doesn't use punctuations just yet. That makes it the cutest. So take a deep breath and read through it. :)

CHASE'S BLOG

Maybe one day we'll go on one of these adventures he's planning. Until then, I'll just enjoy the everyday ones.

Remembering 6...

2011-07-27T00:23:00.001-06:00

Disclaimer: I don't want to ever brag about my children in an arrogant, boastful way. I do however want to encourage and praise my kids for their talents and strengths. I've always teased about Chase being a handful at times. But there is more to the story that deserves to be told. I've been thinking about this as we prepare to celebrate his birthday this week. He's been a fascinating 6 year old.

Wondering what 7 will bring...

I could write a novel about the endless experiences of raising Chase. I feel so blessed to spend my days with him. He is so smart and sweet. :)

Here is a basic summary of his days, my days...

our days over the last year.

Chase carries an encyclopedia (or seven ) everywhere he goes. Because of Chase, I know so much more about many obscure facts than I ever thought possible, or necessary.

He is already an amazing researcher at 6 years old.

He's my super-boy!

His kindergarten teacher told all the kids to keep reading over the summer and then added to Chase, "And keep googling." She loved having Chase help share all of his research and fun animal and science facts with the class. She told me once, somewhat apologetically, that she had also used google as leverage with him one day to get him to participate in a "boring" activity. (Her words...It worked.)
I told her she could use that any time she needed. She only had to a couple of times, because he really is such a good boy, but in her words; "He's an old man in this little person's body." :)

Googling images on things such as Okapis, Apatosaurus, Ocelots, etc. is what he loves to do after reading his encyclopedias so he can see as many pictures of them as he can find. He is an amazing reader and people often look shocked at the words he can throw out so easily; especially all those in his dinosaur encyclopedia that are hard for most adults to pronounce. I am proud of Chase and his love of learning. He literally reads about 3-5 hours a day. We all read a lot in our family, but Chase has taken it to a whole new level. He rarely has an interest in TV, except for a few shows like Discovery's Earth. He is truly an amazing boy! I can't wait to see what he does in his life. :)

Our conversations are funny and enlightening. Mostly he tells me facts that he reads. I hear him ask me, "Did you know that?!?" maybe a thousand times a day.
Usually followed by my "Nope!"

my handsome little buddy

The cutest example- Chase loves to read to the neighbor kids. I found him one day reading by the fence. I asked him to come inside but he said he couldn't because he wasn't finished reading to the neighbor. That's when I realized he had an audience through the fence. They couldn't come out to play in the front yard, so he just read through the fence. It still makes me laugh. :)

(Don't know if you can see the little face peaking through)

Love you, kiddo

Really? I was featured...

2011-07-26T21:40:00.001-06:00

on this site for this announcement I did for Christina.

Kinda cool... :)

A Ghost Story

2011-07-26T21:35:00.002-06:00

As we were leaving somewhere, Sommer was worried about leaving our kitty hidden under our rocking chair that sits low to the ground. (When he's under there, I won't let the kids sit in it so he doesn't get hurt.)

She wanted to get him out so Wade teased her,

" Who's gonna sit on him? The Ghost?" :)

Sommer said, "The Ghost? What Ghost?!

Livvy piped in with her obvious tone,
"The Holy Ghost a-course!! He won't hurt him. He's a nice guy."

Splash!

2011-07-20T12:43:00.005-06:00

We LOVE Summer!

I love that smile!

Chase (left) and his friend William

I love little feet in the air in photos! :)

I didn't get many pictures of Sommer. She and Sicily (her cousin) were all over the place having fun.

Livvy and Akasha (above)

Accidental focus, but I love it!

So refreshing. I secretly wished I was playing in there with them!

Little Miss Cutesy

Braydon was such a great helper with Livvy. He played with her most of the time. He's such a good big brother and she loves him so much! She's definitely in a "Braydon is my favorite" mood lately.

I think they look alike... And they'll probably look a lot more alike if Braydon doesn't get a haircut soon! :)

Summer is so grand... Please don't ever leave...

The Girls

2011-06-30T22:55:00.006-06:00

It's rare to find me in many of our photos. I'm much more comfortable behind the camera. But, I am thankful that my mom took these pics of me and my sweet girls. I cherish them already. I'm so lucky to have these sweet girls as my daughters. :)

I loved seeing Sommer smiling at me in this one.

Livvy's expression (above) makes me laugh. She's so cute!

I love my beautiful daughters. :)

Thanks Mama!

Easter Photo Shoot

2011-06-17T21:06:00.000-06:00

On Easter Sunday, I made (yes, kicking and screaming) my kids sit down for a few pictures. I still haven't gone through all of them. I have really neglected my photo hobby lately. But there are some great out-takes (and mostly that). But at least I got a couple of all of the kids looking. I didn't say smiling... You get to a point that smiles aren't necessary. Just getting them all in the same photo is a huge accomplishment. And I'm glad to say we did it.

I love these kids of mine!

The Only One...

2011-06-15T15:19:00.005-06:00

It wasn’t long before it began. Right after I was born actually. Little towheaded siblings looked through the nursery window to see a black headed sister. People asked if I belonged to my family. “Yes." My mom replied. “But her hair is so dark!” they’d argue.
You see, I was the only one…

When I was only 3, and life had taken a nasty turn, I’d become quite a burden to my dad’s new wife. My siblings sat in desks at school while I secretly was made to sit on a dresser. Those days were long for young little me. No one to talk to, only little thoughts,
I was sad that I was the only one…

When other children played with play-do and blocks and loved a kind kindergarten teacher, I just wanted to run away. One day I did, and found my way home. I didn’t like going to school.
I think I was the only one…

Sunday’s at Daddy’s were just about fun and games. So I learned to be brave at 7 and ask instead if I could go to church. No one knew what I felt and I didn’t care if I was the only one…

As I grew older into those beloved teenage years, I often expected the revelation to be a surprise to others. “You’re MORMON?!?” I’d often hear. I tried to carry that banner high through those high school halls. It wasn’t always easy, being the only one…

When my friends all wanted to drink and have a little fun, I asked them to please take me home. Pride and sadness filled my heart that I was the only one.

With luggage filled with clothing and a few treasured things, I was headed for new adventures. I gave lots of hugs goodbye and boarded my airplane. Leaving my loved ones behind, again I was the only one…

A year later you kissed me under the brightest starry sky. It was a moment made for the movies. It still plays over in my head. I have to admit I was very shocked when you told me you’d never kissed another. I still can’t believe I am the only one!

When we kneeled across that alter, surrounded by family and friends, you looked at me. You smiled at me. You held my hand. You promised me forever. And you gazed at me in that room as if I were the only one…

Four times you’ve given me the greatest blessings of life-our sweet, darling children. Every time I felt the pain of childbirth, you gave me strength and encouraged me that I was strong and could make it. This was my job to do, another couldn’t fill. The burden and blessing were mine for I was the only one.

Some nights I wake to find you gone. A kiss on my cheek and empty covers tell me that you’re on a fire call or helping at the scene of a wreck. Though I miss you and worry, I know others are blessed by your absence at home. So, I just pray you’ll return home safely so I won’t for long be the only one…

I used to wonder why I often had to stand alone. There used to be pain behind the solitude. But now I can see that the solitary moments in each of our lives are some of the most profound. Maybe no one else would agree. Perhaps I’m the only one…

For you see, I know now that all that time I was growing and changing into the person who would one day be ready for you. The day you were born, the world became a better place. You were amazing since day one. I had a long way to go. And even though my journey to finding you wasn’t always paved in roses, it was guided by miracles and blessings. Now I know that I really was never alone. I look back on the wisdom of that plan and am so thankful I got the chance to raise my potential and ultimately spend my life with such an amazing person. So, when a rare solitary moment finds me now, I see it as a chance to continue to become who you need me to be. I hope I can be to you what you are to me each and every day...

Because you are The One-- My One and Only One…

Happy Birthday Honey!! I love you so much and am so thankful for your life and that you let me share it. :) You really make my life so much better!
Love,
me

Mother's Day

2011-05-17T20:30:00.003-06:00

Photo Translation:

Melissa: I love this baby girl.

Livvy: Can we please get this over with?

I'm still such a lucky mom with really sweet kids! :)

Today is Cinco de Mayo

2011-05-05T20:12:00.000-06:00

Have you had your nachos yet?

Easter Shopping

2011-05-02T14:06:00.004-06:00

What do you get when you buy 8 buggies full of Easter loot for the community Easter egg hunt and your 4 children know about it?

One ripped off little boy, sad that all he got was a pathetic rubber duck...

even though our kids were warned that they weren't allowed to win anything big since this event was put on by the firefighters and we couldn't have people think we cheated.

Such is the life of the child of a firefighter.

But I think we got the good end of the deal. How many kids get a pep talk from such a cute firefighter, plus rides on the fire truck?

It was actually a really fun day. And Chase got over it really quick.

My Little Cowgirl

2011-04-28T23:22:00.002-06:00

I loved this onesie Livvy wore as a baby-

"Someday I'll demand a Pony."

I didn't realize how quickly it would come true. Just yesterday she asked me for a real horse for our backyard. She loves horses so much and wears her cowgirl boots with everything!

Now that we finally have had some nice days, I took some pictures of her on our walk. I love living in a farm town.

For reasons below:

#1 reason: Some special Mommy/ Daughter time

(watching horses). :)

I know this post is a complete photo overload, but I just loved all of these of Livvy. Easter photos coming next. :)

One Sweet Mess

2011-04-28T09:44:00.001-06:00

                 I walked into our living room and asked Livvy,
                  "Why did you dump out my Gospel art kit?"
             She replied, "I just wanted to see the pictures for
                      one minute to see Jesus and say Hi."
                    Then she gave me one of these smiles.

How could I possibly be upset with that?

Salad Trumps Corn Dogs

2011-04-26T11:01:00.005-06:00

I am always so proud of this handsome boy, but recently he gave me one more reason.

Braydon's 5th grade class was learning about laws and bills at school. His teacher gave them an assignment of coming up with a "bill" to improve something about their classroom or school.

Braydon immediately came up with the idea that school lunches needed to be better. Much better. Currently, when students don't like what is the daily serving, they can opt for a corn dog.

According to Braydon, these corn dogs are gross and slimy. Yuck! So, Braydon wrote up a bill proposing that instead of corn dogs, there could be a salad bar.

Braydon's teacher loved the idea. As did the principle. His teacher contacted to district's nutritionist, and he loved the idea as well. The nutritionist paid Braydon's class a visit and brought all the salad toppings and the class got to have a taste testing. The nutritionist said that if they can't afford a complete salad bar, they will assemble pre-made salads , with the suggestions of their favorite toppings from Braydon's class , and offer them as an option to replace the corn dogs. All but two kids in Braydon's class are really excited and happy about this!

It will probably go into effect when school starts in the fall.

Also, they said the news may be coming to do a story on Braydon and his class and how they are getting healthy salads on the school lunch menu.

Way to go Braydon! You are so awesome! :) I love you so much!

Oh Brother! :)

2011-04-12T19:03:00.001-06:00

One day while leaving the school for a program of Sommer's, Livvy and I passed Chase's class lined up outside. With no prompt or suggestion from me, Livvy ran to Chase (practically tackled). I was so happy that I had my camera to catch such a sweet moment in time. I equally love all the little girls surrounding Chase and how cute they were at that moment too- watching a boy so excited to see his little sister.

I also love that Livvy packed a backpack bigger than herself to take to school.

This is a favorite!

Today...

2011-04-08T14:57:00.000-06:00

I have been sick this week. All week long! Ugh!

Today, I'm a little better and I am trying to get my house back in order, one little spurt at a time (I'm taking lots of little breaks to catch my breath). Oh man, my house really has fallen apart this week.

I tend to get so down when I don't feel like I accomplish enough. It really depresses me. And mothers can't afford to get sick. We just can't. Not when there is so much to do. I think it is easy to dwell on what we are not accomplishing, but Wade keeps reminding me of the things I do accomplish. He tells me how it is an accomplishment just to be home with the kids and let them know they are loved. (He's a good guy! I love him!)

So, today I am trying to be grateful for some restored health, and for the fact that I get to be a stay-at- home mom.

It is challenging and the work never ends, but I am so thankful to my husband for working so hard so that I can be home with my kids. With Chase in school half the day, I'm so glad that Livvy is still home with me. I've just been enjoying her today and how much she makes me smile. I feel so fortunate for all the little moments that make my days meaningful.

Not so long ago...

4 months old

Livvy was the cutest baby! And so sweet! I miss this age!

Now she is such a sassy sweetheart.

Loves to dress up.

Loves dancing and singing.

She's loves watching the flowers grow in our flower garden.

She can keep up with the big boys and has no problem playing with cars, dinosaurs, airplanes, and Toy Story toys.

I love how she says Rapunzel- "Sirpunzel"

She loves Woody and Jessie.

                          She's part princess and part cowgirl.
                   Her artistic expression is getting the better
                             of me lately. (On furniture!)

We have laughed about this following story a lot lately:

Livvy was totally offended by a boy named Conner in her gymnastics class when he told her she didn't own the Toy Story movie (a huge offense!). So, now any time she gets mad at any of her siblings, she yells at them,

"You...You...You...CONNER!"

I guess if that's the worst thing she can think to call someone, that's not too bad.

(However, I'm sure Conner's parents wouldn't agree.)

Look how much she's grown. I'm so thankful she keeps me company every day. I love this baby girl. And I am so thankful that I have had equal amounts of time with all my kids.

I know I can be a better mom.

There are so many things I want to improve, but I am so thankful that I get the opportunity and that my Heavenly Father hasn't given up on me yet.

(Or my family for that matter!)

Chase's Sunday Shirt

2011-03-28T14:36:00.002-06:00

Yesterday was my day of rest.
Today...not so much.

Another Classic Chase Moment

2011-03-24T22:24:00.002-06:00

A couple of weeks ago at church was our fast and testimony meeting. I'm not always the best example of bearing my testimony anymore to the congregation ( I used to do it more), but that day, the older kids and I actually did. Well, of course, then Livvy, then Chase really wanted to go up. Chase asked what he was supposed to say up there. I told him that we just say what we feel in our hearts, and what we are thankful for.

So... Proudly he went.

I must admit I am wondering at this point how this was going to go down. Something interesting always comes out of Chase's mouth.

When he stood up to the pulpit, he looked so cute...and brave.

Very confidently he said,

"I'm thankful for my family.

And the gospel.

I'm thankful to come to church."

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Freeze

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Then Chase looked out at the congregation, straight at me, and said,

"Mommy? Now What?"

Wade and I started chuckling under our breath. Of course I couldn't answer him. I was 15 feet away. Then Chase, bursts into tears and very loudly, into the microphone, yells,

"I CAN'T DO IT! IT'S TOO HARD!"

Yup, in front of the whole church...

Then he ~~runs~~ bolts down to us. He was mortified. We were stifling our laughs, and our embarrassment a little too. So many people were laughing as well.

You can expect nothing less of Chase than to put on a good show.

However, so many people came up to Chase and told him how brave he was and that he had done a good job. And our bishop's wife called and said that Chase was the topic of their Sunday dinner conversation--that they all thought he was so cute.

And funny.

Chase is definitely a very funny boy.

Even when he's not trying to be.

Man, I love him!

Here is Chase putting on a show at the Salt Lake Temple (October/Christina's wedding). He gathered a crowd, literally-- cameras and all.

If someone ever sees him on youtube, will you please let me know? I'm sure it'll happen sooner or later.

Just by Chase being Chase.

That's my boy!

Braydon's Science Fair Project

2011-03-16T21:41:00.002-06:00

Braydon just completed his fifth grade science fair project. He and Wade went to A LOT of work to build and test airplane wings in their homemade wind tunnel.

Braydon wanted to do his backdrop all by his self! I offered to help, but I think he was afraid I would make it look like a scrapbook page. Ok, he's probably right. I didn't get to help. :(

But, actually I am proud of him for testing all the wings and knowing his subject well enough to type it all up and get it all put together.

Braydon demonstrates how the wind goes over the wing, based on the Bernoulli's Principle. They used smoke, pushed through the straws, to simulate wind. They burned incense in a smoke chamber behind the wind tunnel.

Here are the wings they carved to test.

I was so proud of my super smart boys. My husband is so talented. I am so glad that he helped Braydon learn a lot about aviation during this project. Braydon loved it and did such a great job with it. He's always been such a great student, so eager to learn, and also has many talents and strengths. I was very impressed with this project. I am so proud to be Braydon's mama. :)

{Winter} Days Gone By

2011-03-16T21:33:00.001-06:00

I am so glad that Spring is peeking out through some of our long winter days. However, we had a lot of fun sledding in all the beautiful snow this winter. I must give credit where credit is due. Here are just a few pictures of our family sledding.

That's one heck of a hill, wouldn't ya say?

Wade and I took turns with the "baby."

I thought this picture of me carrying Livvy up the hill was funny. Carrying a child in all the snow gear, while chasing sleds etc. is not easy. Livvy's expression speaks clearly how akward it was.

What fun we had. Only Sommer ended up a little worse for the wear.

Two Reasons To Party!!!

2011-03-08T15:52:00.005-07:00

I love how Sommer's hair is going totally wild. Just real. :)

I can't believe my little girl is 10 years old!!!

We are going to have some fun- New Orleans Style! :)

We started this morning with beignets for breakfast! Yum!

More Mardi Gras Celebrations coming soon!

Lucky

2011-03-05T06:45:00.001-07:00

As we were leaving for church, Livvy was holding her baby doll but Wade told her that she had to leave it because it cries and coos. Livvy put it down on the couch, covered it up, kissed it and said, "Mama loves you so much! Mama will be right back."

I was gushing over her and said, " You are so sweet! Where did you learn to be so sweet to your babies?"

She just smiled, but Chase said, "You!''
'What," I asked?
Again he said, '' She learned it from you.''

As a mom, that's just the sweetest thing I ever heard. I never want to forget that sweet moment! :)

Dear Crew,

2011-03-03T20:02:00.002-07:00

Sisterly Love

2011-02-26T17:27:00.001-07:00

This was so funny and sweet.

Livvy was lying with the kids on a pallet one evening, watching a movie, and looked up and said,
"Sommer, I don't know why, but I love you."

Sweetheart Chaserisms

2011-02-24T16:22:00.001-07:00

In honor of Valentine's Day, and the sweetheart that he is, here are some stories about my sweet boy.

( My Valentine to Chaser. )

A couple of weeks after our wreck, I was having a conversation with Chase, just telling him how thankful I was that he was okay and protected. I told him that I think an angel was holding him and protecting him during the wreck. He said,

"I think you are right, Mommy. I think it was the same angels that were in the Lion's Den with Daniel, because they calmed the lions and I was very calm too.

They are good calmers, right, Mommy?"

This picture represents Chase sooo well. Half- naked, studying his books, not sleeping. haha

Yes, I need a table for his new lamp. I knew I had to get this lamp for Chase.

He LOVES maps. It is so perfect for him!

Chase came to me and Wade the other night with a somber expression. Here is how the conversation went:

Chase: Sometimes I just really wish things were the way they used to be.

(Wade and I looked at each other wondering what we had done wrong)

Wade: How so bud?

Chase: Well, I love my dinosaurs, but sometimes I really miss my cars.

Us: (laughing) Chase, you can love as many things as you want.

Wade: You can still play with your cars too!

Chase: Well, I just don't want to hurt my dinosaur's feelings.

Awww....

Livvy's {Pinkalicious} Birthday Party-

2011-02-24T15:37:00.002-07:00

More moments from Livvy's Birthday:

Cake! :)

Gifts:

I love this photo. A totally candid moment. I love her happy expressions. :)

Livvy has been begging for a Bullseye to go with her Toy Story Collection for months. She was so happy to finally get him!

Is this love or what?

Lucas and Livvy giving loves to Mama Donna.

Mama Donna and Mama Kaye gave Livvy her very own Pinkalicious doll. And Silverlicious book too.

Sommer and Braydon did face painting for all the kids. I think this pic with Akasha and Livs is so funny!

Lucas was so funny. This little guy has come a long way! He just had his first birthday, and his heart is growing strong! :)

My grandma, Mama Kaye- who just turned 85 on Valentine's Day; Rebecca and Kailer (almost 3 months old).

Sommer (left) and Sicily (right)

At the end of the night, we had Just Dance (2) competitions. SOOO Fun!

All cleaned up and pretty exhausted. But, we had a lot of fun and are so thankful to have this little girl to celebrate!

Pinkalicious

2011-02-20T22:00:00.002-07:00

Most of my grandiose plans for Livvy's birthday were shelved this year, but she did have a family party- and it was all about all things Pinkalicious (her favorite book). For an ill planned event, it turned out to be one of the funnest parties ever. I have so many pictures that I want to share, but I wanted one post just about her and how we got ready for her "Pink" day. Sommer helped her find pink clothes while I made the pink cakes.

And I think she made one pretty little Pinkalicious.
(more pictures to come from her fun birthday party!)

Obsessed???

2011-02-20T16:34:00.000-07:00

Certainly Not! Just Passionate! :)

Chase's things make me smile. Little boys are so fun!

Awarded...

2011-02-17T11:03:00.000-07:00

By Danyette! Thanks Danyette! Thanks for thinking of me. Plus, it's so fun learning tidbits about each other!

Rules:
1) Thank the person that gave it to you.
2) Share Seven facts about yourself
3)Award seven other people with the award

Seven obscure facts about me:

* I LOVE lemons- A LOT! I usually eat one a day, like an orange. Except with a little salt. Then after I eat the fruit, I eat the white, inside of the rind. (This started during one of my pregnancies- I just couldn't help myself. Later I learned that the rind is super good for ya!)

*I have a thing for numbers. Once I learn a phone number or birthday, I usually never forget it. (however, since my wreck, my memory has suffered- which is Super frustrating! I hope it will all return!)

*My great uncle was the man who invented the game Twister.

* I am currently working on a children's book that I wrote several years ago. I'm working on the illustrations so that I can print/ publish it myself. I want my kids to have the story in book form, so I'm really excited to finish it. I will definitely share it on my blog when it is complete! :)

*I like watching the show Top Gear with my husband... it is a total GUY show, but it is hilarious. Since Wade served his mission in England, we have a love of the Brits. And I love that my husband is a total car guy. I think it's sexy! ;)

*I wish I had a little baby... ~~sometimes~~... ok, a lot of times. Seeing newborns lately brings tears to my eyes. I'm such a sap!

*Even though we have hard times , I really do love my life! I know I am very blessed!

I award the following:
*Candace
*Charis
*Neika
*Lori
*Karin
*Alison
*Andrea
(some very stylish ladies :)

At least the Valentine's are Finished

2011-02-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

Between my headaches (from the wreck), appointments, and sick kids, I don't feel very accomplished these last couple of weeks. But I did manage to copy this fun idea I found online and help the kids finish their Valentines. The kids helped design theirs (hence Chase's dino). Sadly, Sommer won't be able to go to school except to drop hers off. Poor girl. Anyway, we thought these were really fun and that's one thing I can actually say I've completed this week! :)

I'm so glad that some people are so creative, so I can benefit from their ideas. :)

She's Three!!!

2011-02-03T19:49:00.002-07:00

Heart waffles with Sprinkles. Livvy got to help make them.

My baby turned 3 today. I took a few pictures of her today while the other kids were at school. I wanted to remember this day- exactly the way she looks on her third birthday. She no longer looks or talks like a baby. She is big stuff, that is for sure! :)

And she's got the big guns to prove it! ;)

I love these eyes!

Happy Birthday Sweetheart!

We Love You Sooooooo Much!

Our Personal Miracle

2011-01-29T17:55:00.000-07:00

On Wednesday, I was taking Chase to Kindergarten and we were in a roll over collision. I am still in shock over it. We live 1 mile from the school and our residential roads are very sleepy. There was no traffic at the time, but a girl ran a stop sign going pretty fast and broadsided us. I tried to swerve and break when I saw her, but there was no time. I never would have thought we could be in this bad of a wreck in our little town.

Chase cut his finger and has some bruises on his forehead, knee, and shoulder. Luckily the ambulance crew had a dinosaur band-aid! That helped Chase to feel so much better. I was so relieved that when he got out of his seat and came to me. I immediately was checking him over, head to toe, while I still lying in glass.

I really believe he was being held by an angel and kept safe. :)

Chase and I were the only ones in the car. It happened about 12:10 since Chase goes to afternoon kindergarten. We only have some minor injuries- small cuts and bruises. And I think I may have a concussion. Concentrating has been very difficult and I have been very emotional. I keep having a hard time saying the right words. That is very frustrating to me. But I am so grateful that we

are ok. That moment until I knew Chase was ok was the scariest moment of my life. I was NOT wearing my seatbelt.

I am not usually so foolish.

I HAVE LEARNED MY LESSON!

Thankfully Chase was wearing his seatbelt.

. I guess I thought I was fine running down the road without it. Boy, was I wrong! I would never go far without my seatbelt. Now, I will always wear it- even if I am only going a few blocks! When we rolled, I was thrown from my seat and hit my head on the roof and then hit the passenger side window.

It busted out and I landed on the ground and glass beneath me. I am definitely very sore. Especially my left leg- where the car hit.

But it could have been so much worse!

Another miracle that day was that my mom had Livvy. She had insisted on taking Livvy to a gymnastics class and came and picked her up for it since I had to get Chase to school. Where we rolled, Livvy could have sustained a serious head injury. It is haunting to even think about. I am still in amazement at the blessings we received that day. Chase is doing wonderfully well. He is so brave and resilient. I love on him as much as I can and tell him all the time how I am soooo glad that he is ok. I can't thank Heavenly Father enough for protecting him. And all of us. I love that boy!

Since the accident happened here in town, we were so well taken care of by our Police Chief (this is a picture Chase took of him that day) and all of the ambulance and fire fighters. I am thankful that Wade works with all these people and that we were surrounded by so many familiar faces. Wade got there about half an hour after the accident and we had neighbors help with our other kids while we were at the hospital. More blessings.

I am just taking it slow, hoping to feel back to normal in a few days. There are still some questions as if the girl that hit us has valid insurance, so we are waiting to see what will happen about replacing our car, but at this point, I don't even care. If I have to walk everywhere I will, knowing that we are ok. Our lives were spared. And that's all that matters right now.

Chaser sitting in Chief James' truck.

(Learn from my Lesson!)

Buckle your seatbelt- even if you aren't going far!

DIY Valentine Wreath

2011-01-23T18:10:00.001-07:00

I periodically do some craft projects for a neighbor who owns a scrapbook company. She is on her way to a trade show this week and so I used some of her paper to make some layout and this wreath for her display. Once her trade show is over, I get all my things back so I decided to do something Valentines worthy since it is right around the corner. I was excited since I need some more Valentine Decor. I just love Valentines Day so much! I'm excited already for it! As I was making this wreath, I decided to take some pictures so I could share it. It is very easy to make, but definitely time consuming rolling all the roses. However, I think it was worth it! It made me happy when it was all done.

Fill in entire wreath. Then I added little rhinestones to the centers and inked the edges with some pink dye. Very subtle.

I am so happy with how it turned out and think it will even look cute in my girl's room after Valentines Day.

It was so much fun that I am making another more vintage version. Maybe I will post it too when I am all finished. All the paper I used for this wreath came from Three Bugs In A Rug.

2 going on 13

2011-01-19T09:52:00.003-07:00

One evening Livvy saw an infomercial about a dirt catching rug and she said,
"Mommy, we TOTALLY need to get that for you!"

She sounded like such the little teenager. I had to laugh. She will be 3 in a couple of weeks. My heart never seems to process why they have to grow up. *sigh*
She has been so fun through every stage. We just love this little girl!

LOVE child???

2011-01-14T22:51:00.004-07:00

Every time I see chef Curtis Stone, I think he looks sooo much like an older version of my Chaser. I think it is those big bright eyes and the thick dark eyelashes. But then also when I see Curtis on The Biggest Loser smiling and making cute expressions, I can't get over how much those expressions remind me of Chase too. It's a little uncanny.

Who knows?... Maybe I'm just hiding a big secret. ;)

Christmas Morning at our House

2011-01-12T10:35:00.000-07:00

There is a Reason She's Daytime Programming

2011-01-09T21:59:00.001-07:00

Always a funny kid!

I'm still not finished posting pictures from Christmas, but I HAD to document this story. It is a classic! Sadly, since Chase has gotten older I haven't been writing all of his Chaserisms like when he was little, but he is still one funny kid! Oh, how we love him! He is so entertaining!

Ok- so the story goes:
I was lying in bed last night trying to catch up on an Oprah show. I have like 27 episodes saved on my DVR. Most of them months old. I just rarely get the chance to watch them. Anyway, I was watching this really heart warming story about a mother who lost both arms and legs to a flesh eating bacteria. She and her family lived in a small apartment and her husband had lost his job. But due to her inspiring attitude, Oprah and Nate Berkus were going to buy them a house, customized to her needs. It was very touching to me.

Chase on the other hand was lying at the end of my bed and after watching this segment, began asking TONS of questions about flesh eating bacteria. He wanted to know where it comes from, how it is contracted, and how do you know if you have it. I explained to him the rarity of that disease, but he was very very troubled and didn't want to let it go. I was a little surprised by his upset because he loves that show Monsters Inside of Me. (He has never been much of a cartoon kid). If I have a stomach ache he'll say, "Maybe it is a parasite or amoeba." So then I tell him he can't watch those shows anymore.

Then Chase climbed off my bed and in the lamp light, took off his shirt and was trying very hard to look at his elbow. I didn't think much of it at first. (I was still watching Oprah.) :)... However, it was funny watching him try to swing his elbow around. He looked up at me and said that his elbow was hurting. I told him that maybe he had some dry skin and I could put some lotion on it. He shook his head. So, I said, "Chase, are you worried that you have a bacteria?" He looked up in tears and nodded. Wade came in, I explained what happened and together we sat and consoled him. I told him how I didn't know even one person who ever had that and I was sure he wouldn't ever get it. We talked and talked and said a little prayer but to no avail. He finally broke out in sobs, buried his face in my side, and yelled,

"I can't ever watch Oprah at night anymore! It is too SCARY!"

Wade and I were stifling our laughs as best as we could.

Christmas Eve

2011-01-07T15:15:00.000-07:00

Christmas Pictures/ Bokeh Style

2010-12-30T22:53:00.002-07:00

I saw this super cool tutorial here and REALLY wanted to try to get some cool Christmas bokeh pictures of my kids and home. Basically, the lights get super blurry and make a beautiful background. These are not photoshop alterations at all. All it took was my camera, 50mm lens, and one piece of black card stock. I made a homemade filter in a matter of a few minutes and then got to the fun part- taking pictures!! Not only was it super easy, it has been so fun to play around with!!! I love learning new techniques! And this one makes my Christmas decorations look even lovelier than in real life. ;)

This was just playing around with some of my
Christmas decorations.

And on to my babies:

My little stud muffin:

This is sooo Chase:

Ok... so how could we not be in love with this face? You wanna smooch her too, dontcha? :)

Note to self: You take what you get, and don't throw a fit. :)

I loved how this one turned out. These were my beautiful Christmas gifts from Wade. A pink opal ring, and this vintage looking perfume bottle that I fell in love with in Lake Tahoe and he snuck back and bought when I wasn't looking. He is too good to me sometimes. :)

Before you take down the tree, I highly suggest you give this technique a try. You won't regret it!

Visit with Santa

2010-12-27T21:54:00.000-07:00

Every year at my brother in law's dental office, Santa comes to visit. It is a lot of fun! They feed us great food, give the kids all a gift, and take pictures with Santa. Here are a few pictures I shot while we were there.

I love Chase's happy face in this picture. He is so funny!

Livvy, on the other hand, wasn't too sure about Santa. Or at least sitting in his lap.

Santa was tickling Livvy's cheek, trying to get a smile. He was frozen still. But later in the night, she did warm up to him enough to run and tell him that she'd like a Dora scooter for Christmas.

Rebecca & Kailer

2010-12-27T21:25:00.003-07:00

I took some newborn photos once before and thought I could never do it again. It was so hard!!! Then my neice, Rebecca, asked me to take some of her new baby. I was nervous, for sure! But I told her I would try. The day started out a little frustrating when my good light fell over and broke, but as soon as Rebecca and Kailer came, it was just pure bliss. He was sooooo good and sweet! He slept so well, even when I was kissing on him the whole time. This was seriously one of the funnest photo shoots I've ever done. I definitely need some better lighting still, but now I think photographing newborns is soooo fun! It totally helped with how beautiful they are and how much I love them. I was 12 when Rebecca was a baby and I was her primary babysitter. She always reached for me when I was around. Now she has her own baby and lives right down the road from me. Hopefully, I can spend enough time with Kailer so that he will reach for me too when he sees me. :) I just love him so much already. My favorite. I think they look so beautiful in this photo.

Talk About A Winter Wonderland!

2010-12-21T07:35:00.002-07:00

We woke up to this this morning- and CANCELLED school! I didn't know they Ever did that here! But that is ok with us! I think we will stay in our jammies most of the day !

Thankfully my sweet husband is working hard to clear all of our walks and driveway so we aren't snowed in too long!

The Real Meaning of Christmas- Must see!

2010-12-07T12:19:00.001-07:00

This is so cute! My little kids watched this with the biggest smiles on their faces! I love that!

Reflections 2010

2010-12-06T21:43:00.000-07:00

I posted this photo back in the summertime right after Sommer took it. Well, then she entered it into her school's reflection contest. We were so excited when she won a trophy/

Award of Merit for her photograph. She was honored in front of the whole school. ;)

The theme was, "Together We Can..."
Her title was, "Together We Can Respect Our Flag and Country."

Way to Go Sommer~Shine!

Christina's wedding

2010-12-06T01:31:00.003-07:00

I'm quite behind but I finally posted some more of Christina's wedding photos HERE. It's been so fun seeing them so happy and in love and getting to help capture some of these memories. I am so proud of her good choices too!

11-22-44-66

2010-11-22T21:37:00.005-07:00

I've always thought my dad's birth date was really kinda neat~
11-22-44. And today is kind of a special birthday since he is turning 66. I guess I just love numbers and love it when they are even like that! ;)
I got this picture of him and his sister, Gayle, a couple of years ago
and I love it. So sweet.

When I was little, my dad always called me, "Melizard". Now every time I hear lizard, I think of that. There are also lots of funny stories about my dad and me from when I was little- like how my mom used to dress me up like an Indian since my dad thought I must have another father out there somewhere that was an Indian. Apparently, I was a very dark baby, especially when you compared me to all my very blond siblings. Actually, I took after him and not my mom. But, I am sure there were many times he wished he could've pawned me off on someone else. I also spoke my mind to him. None of my other siblings would do that.

Here is a photo with my dad, stepsister (Dana), and stepmom (Glenda- who is the WORLD"S Greatest stepmother!!! Seriously!!!)

Anyway, Happy Bday Daddy! I look forward to the significance of #88!

True Story

2010-11-20T21:04:00.000-07:00

The other evening, I was talking to the girls in bed, winding down. We were having a fun conversation with Livvy about her babies, etc. So, I asked her again what she wanted to be when she grows up. She said a mommy and a doctor

(well influenced by her cousin)

Sommer then asked Livvy, "Do you know what I am going to be when I grow up?"

Promptly Livvy replied,

"A Hobo."

And I'm still laughing over it.

The Domestic Goddess of this House (Hint: It's Not Me!)

2010-11-18T21:23:00.001-07:00

It's Livvy!

These pictures are so typical of Livvy taking over my household jobs. She is only 2 but she already can unload the dishwasher all by herself and put it all away (of course I'm an arm's length away!)

She loves her babies soooo much! Most of them are named "Charlie", but she has a Skye and Daisy too. Anytime we go anywhere, we have to pack them all up too. She and I have some struggles about who needs to sit in the carseat. She wants to buckle her babies. When I tell her she has to, she gets upset and says that she is the Mommy!

She is so smart and sharp as a tack. She doesn't miss a beat and is quick to correct the other kids when they are not doing something right. It's kinda nice having someone else on my side! :)

The other night my neice was over and was pretending to be a doctor. Livvy looked at her with the most proud smile and exclaimed, "I AM A MOMMY!"

I am so happy that she thinks this is the greatest job, because it really is!

I Love Where We Live~

2010-11-10T13:13:00.000-07:00

Here are a few reasons:

We went up the canyon to take in the Autumn beauty and have a very casual, candid photoshoot.

Braydon at an altitude of about 8000 feet. Stunning!

Our little Sweetheart, Sommer.

I just love this handsome guy- even if he is being loved by two beautiful girls. ;)

I sure love candid moments like this one.
Livvy is one very happy girl!

Amazing beauty! I just want a build a house right here!

Oh Braydon~ My heart breaker! I can't get over his handsome ~~little~~ face. And he is just, oh, so smart. I am so proud of him! He amazes me daily!

This is a favorite of mine of Livvy.

This picture is so Chase. Always on the go... Always has an agenda.

My beautiful daughters... messy hair and all.

Wait... I think this is one of my favorites. ;)

A clear shot of Chase! I love it when this happens!

I love this one of Sommer. I love her huge smile! :)

Livvy looks way too big here. No longer a little baby. :( Now she's really a little girl. And she talks like she is 8- keeping everyone in line. She is so funny.

All my ducks in a row.

My Two Little Ones

2010-11-09T21:52:00.000-07:00

Sunday Sweetness

2010-11-08T10:06:00.000-07:00

I took this photo of Livvy sitting in the fall leaves yesterday after church because she just looked so pretty in her dress. And this Autumn has been quite beautiful as well! I still have lots of fall pics to go through and post, but I just instantly fell in love with this one. I am so thankful for cameras. Aren't you?

Backtracking to Georgia

2010-11-04T15:16:00.004-06:00

These last couple of months have been insanely busy for me. I've wanted to journal it all, and hopefully I can get caught up on the blog over the next little while, since fortunately, things seem to be slowing down a bit.

Back in September, I had the chance to go see my friend, Charis, and meet her new baby twins in person, so naturally, I jumped at the chance! Andy was leaving to go out of town and she wondered if I would want to come help her for the week. I was so excited to see them!

Mallory and Andrew are seriously such sweet babies. I so enjoyed holding little babies again! :)

I thought this was such a cute little candid family pic I
got of them before Andy left.

It was so fun getting to stay in Charis' beautiful home in beautiful Georgia! (Kinda weird having a bed to myself without little feet kicking me in the back or ribs all night long, however!) I loved walking outside and enjoying all the southern atmosphere. I got to see lots of magnolia trees, birds, lizards, cotton fields, etc. It felt good to back in the south again. As always when I am back in the south, so many memories keep flooding back.

Whenever Andrew was fussy, I'd take him on a little walk outside and he was as happy as could be. Can't say I blame him. It is so
green and beautiful there!

I'd actually never been away from my kids that long, so skyping made it a lot easier to be away. And Wade and my mom did a super great job of holding down the fort. It was also a nice change of pace for me to get a break from all the day to day running around I do at home. I didn't even realize how detailed and full our schedule is until I started making a calender for them to follow while I was gone. I was amazed what we can do as mothers and the blessing of being able to handle so many different children and their activities. It's funny because sometimes I feel like I didn't accomplish much that day, but now I've learned if I feel that way to start writing down what I actually did that day...Try it! You will probably surprise yourself! :) It's more than you think!

I was ready to come home and start the routine again and see my kiddos for sure at the end of the week! I missed them so much! And of course Wade too! I was so happy to see my hubby!

On my last day, Charis took me to a little cafe' for some good ole southern breakfast. These boys were our servers. That's right. You gotta love that hometown, family owned feel. I thought their shirts were super cute. And I love me some grits!

I am so glad that I got to meet Mallory and Andrew while they were still so little! They were super cute with such sweet smiles. I think they know they are loved! One night when I was skyping to Livvy, and holding one of the babies, she said to me, "I like your baby, Mommy." Aww...I think she expected me to bring one home!

Wade worried that I'd come back baby hungry...

I think he was right!

It Was a Dark and Stormy Night...

2010-11-01T02:08:00.000-06:00

The night started out calm, but got a little hairy! Lots of rain, hail, thunder and lightening. Thankfully, our ward moved the trunk or treat indoors to the church. I think my kids all looked so cute, albeit, grown up! Livvy was a baterina; Chase was Tiny from Dinosaur Train (We ordered Don, but got the wrong costume- trying to convince my 6 year old to wear the "girl" dinosaur was not an easy feat, but he conceded. What a good boy!); Sommer was a sailor/ navy girl, and Braydon was Link from Zelda. Since Wade had to hand out candy from the fire dept. the park, he was going to be in his turnouts, so I decided to go as a kitten. It was an easy one! :)

Christina and Aaron came over dressed as Wemmicks from the book You Are Special. (How clever she is!) They were covered in dots and stars. Too cute!

We all had a good time, but I'm glad it's done too.